~ by description ~
Don’t take anyone’s word for it. Some places must
be seen first-hand – handled. Closely
held, the gray-green sky grew into me, blended
eyes’ light with evening. (The cadence of your voice, wind chime shadows
striking bare wall, tells almost half its truth, as though belonging.) Were I
water, river water, and still enough without ever ceasing
to move, still my current would run
down from you, narrowing and widening into the far. No longer
with you, I am your face seen from a distance, though
the source of us (headwaters) keep shifting at your feet, walking. And
this, not even praise, just a way of seeing. By description, not by full moon
light, I thought you would be taller – 2,700 feet
to someone’s measure – a mountain, though so gradual
rising. Perhaps just a crow, heavy with winter, finding
wings again, catching my eye standing at the kitchen window
washing dishes, melancholy voice passing through
warmth, boiling rice, radio playing. Personifications of nature,
the body’s crying to be let
outside in the moment of you-had-to-be-there, you were.