~ See “Daffodil (disambiguation)” ~
Read me. Know me. There’s nothing
behind it. Save the handful of broken
things my smile obscures: chair, glass,
blade, stem, embrace. Divulgement
of loneliness – how his voice called me in,
from where I stood by the counter arranging
rosemary and plum blossoms, into his
hand reaching out, reflexively or with
affection, plucking a small white petal from
my hair – in brief gesture, he held me, fingers warm
on my temple long after he is gone, the chair is empty, and I
am outside again, walking the land with a pair of scissors
in my back pocket, looking for things out of place, narcissus
for vases, letting the wind take over where he
left off, following the curve of my body in motion, always
moving on, even as I am still, waiting for the next sentence – perhaps
an invitation to work beside him, or a photograph revealing
his beauty as much as my own – in our conversation, pulled
slowly over years from dry grass and the accident of my hands
chancing upon his shoulders one evening.