Anything, what I would do for you if you let me. Every gesture given –
I wear this red shirt for you to notice, my arms and back
calling to your hands – come closer, still closer. This is just
for you (others may look, but I am entirely
looking back at you). And when we are near
enough, I would gather every inch of you against my bare skin,
drinking your touch, diving into you, again and again. So often
we are apart, and my body hears your name – I know
you hear mine sometimes, longing softens my face and in the
morning, I dress with your desire
in mind, wanting at least your eyes to wrap
around my waist, slide across my mouth. Until we find a corner
in this room of talking, familiar faces, much-to-be-done –
a space only large enough for you and I – darkness receiving
our hunger, masking our kisses – my hair filling your
hands pulling me hard against your chest, into your mouth. I know
you will push me back to your edge, disappear – none of this, pretend
ever happened. (I was for you – breasts straining
out of corset, tongue sliding up your throat, fingers teaching
how precious you are – wanting to touch everything, stopped
short of your heart). For the rest of the room, the daylight,
I have no bearing on you, just passing exchange, one
beautiful woman quite like another. Approaching risks your eyes
slap my embrace – everything invisible, except a smile. Best seen
from distance, long glance, focused widely, staying secret
until you look for me. I am there as I am
wanted. Hiding tenderness leaves faint scratches
across your arms, down my thighs – lips blossomed leave
flowers behind, glass and water, my absence offers.