~ your body tells me ~
No one ever touched me so
completely – men who’ve said they loved me did not
make me tremble with fingertips and breath,
or just walking into
the kitchen – I know
you don’t think of yourself
like this, and we are not lovers. We smile when we see each other, glad,
acknowledging – I am a door you pass through, often walking
away, or arriving. Sometimes so close, I see you best with
fingers in the gestural way charcoal
joins one muscle to another. In gestures, we are
interwoven – your hand stroking
my hair back from my forehead, inviting me
closer with a snap of your wrist. Everywhere
I sit, my hips leave room for yours, grow still in your
grasp, thighs parted enough, warm
and dark – night sky eclipses the meadow, our laughter
echoing in the valley where I
breathe (a new geography) through your skin, learn
from another’s flesh my own
landscape (arms bound at the water’s
edge, mouth flooded, blood close to the skin). In the river of your
chest, my ears fill with heartbeat, surfacing alone, pulse cracks ribcage
wide, eyes no longer meeting are strewn.